Craving the impossible. | Kim Namjoon FF|

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Hey I'm Y/N.. i'm studying medicine.
My best friend is called Sam.. she is kind of antisocial person and not bright but still she is the best. People call us negatives because i am bright and social and out going while she is completely the negative of me antisocial and not bright and she hates people (yea lol) but we somehow adore each others.
My mom cheated on my dad and it lead to their divorce.. my dad committed suicide and my mom's gone missing while my twin brother totally forgot about me. Sam's parents died in an horrible accident which still leaves a wound in her till now.
One day i started dreaming of someone, I don't know who he is and slowly i started to fall. Fall for someone I don't even know.. someone only in my dreams. But... he is familiar.. his voice, his back and his height all seems familiar for me. I am dying to know who is he.
But still he is only in my dreams.. I cannot see him , I cannot touch him.. its weird but good.
And that's the point where i knew i fell for someone impossible.. and started craving him.
If i knew who he is.. will it change? Is it gonna be possible? Or it will be more and more impossible?
I wish it's gonna be easier and him to be someone that is easy to reach.