My Own Purgatory(NatePat)
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Nate finds himself falling. Falling into the deep abyss of depression. Falling for the most wonderful, most beautiful boy in the world.
Matt is falling. Falling for the most awesome, most fantastic boy in the universe....And he believes he can save this boy. He knows it.
But can he?
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