An Unexpected Love
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My name is Allie and I'm a grenade. The only reason I haven't exploded yet is because of my boyfriend Louis; I should have exploded a long time ago but he's loved me, scars and all.
A/N: Just a few quick notes about my story before you begin reading:
This will all be from Allie's POV unless otherwise said. The majority of this book will be written in a journal format that starts in 2010 on her 15th birthday. She is a Freshman and Louis is a Junior. Thank you so much for all your support and I hope you enjoy! And no, this is not a real story but the majority of it is based off of my life; and I unfortunately do not own Louis Tomlinson.
WARNING!! DOES CONTAIN CONTENT WITH SELF HARM, ABUSE, DRINKING, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, DRINKING, AND LANGUAGE. I HAVE WARNED YOU SO PLEASE DO NOT READ OR ATLEAST READ WITH CAUTION IF ANY OF THIS IS TRIGGERING OR IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE.
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