The Infinite Drizzle of the Cloudy Mind - Bucky Barnes x Reader
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  • Reads 475
  • Votes 21
  • Parts 7
  • Time 49m
Ongoing, First published Dec 05, 2017
'"Not 'I just saw you today' familiar or 'you look just like this guy from a fever dream I had this one time' familiar but significant familiar. The sort of feeling you get when you haven't seen your mother for years, and you've almost forgotten what she looks like, but as soon as you see her you just know," She shrugged, her rambling sounding like a symphony to Bucky's ears.'
If he had the chance, would he forget it all, just like you had? Or would he be drawn back to you, just like he always had been. The two of you were always meant to be together, but sometimes impulsive decisions get in the way. But maybe in his stormy mind, no matter what erasing is done, it is always raining until you shine a light. 

An Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind AU
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