Healing Begins (Colton Dixon)
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  • Parts 27
  • Time 1h 26m
Ongoing, First published Dec 05, 2017
Kyra is a master of disguise. She's been struggling with depression for two years, with cutting and suicidal thoughts for almost as long. Her world feels like it's breaking in on her, and she feels too trapped to move. She's always been a good Christian girl in her good Christian family, and she's terrified of what people will think of her if she lets out what she's dealing with. So, she suffers in silence, seen to a point by some caring eyes, but too scared to even let them past her guard. No one truly knows what she's dealing with. At least, no one knows it's her. Because, finally unable to fully keep her feelings inside any longer, she creates second social media accounts under a new name, and starts to share her feelings through the painfully-honest music that she writes. She's earned herself a small, steady following when she writes and records a heartbreaking song that tears apart the Internet, especially in Christian circles. It's that song that falls into the hands of several Christian artists, including Colton Dixon. Most people let the excitement die after they realize that there's no finding the girl behind the name "Sky Lance", but Colton, seeing talent that needs tapped, and, more importantly, a heart that needs healed, isn't letting go so easily. Through a few follows and some gentle comments, he works his way into her virtual life, finding his place as soft help in her pain. Slowly, he begins to encourage her to reach out to the people in her life, let them past her guard, and let herself be healed. But with her fear too great and her thoughts of suicide getting stronger and stronger as her life continues to break, Colton is in a race against time to get her to cry out for help before it's too late. 

A/N: That was long. Sorry. Also, this is gonna (obviously) be mostly (or at least a lot) a social media book. I've never done one of these before, so bear with me. :)
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When she was little, Alexis had it all. Rich parents who she believed in her heart loved her more than anything else, a huge house, a Nanny to take care of her while her parents were at work, and anything else she needed or wanted. And then, one night that she thought would be like all the others tore all of that apart. Now, she and her mother barely make enough to stay alive, their poverty heavily due to her mom's nights in the bar, forgetting about life. Younger siblings come, then leave in abortion, through Alexis's mother's love life, and the one person she'd actually learned to trust again is newly dead by cancer. And her mother has just remarried the person she used to call "Daddy". Her only real friend is the razor that stays in her pocket or on her arm through the thick and the thin of life. Then, while her parents are on their honeymoon after getting remarried, with nothing to do and oblivious of the religion... or relationship... behind the bands she's going to see, Alexis goes to a little concert by the name of Winter Jam, with no real concept of what she's seeing besides a love of Skillet, a bare idea of Britt Nicole, and the songs she listens to by NF on her way there. When a chance meeting with a stranger turns into getting drug to the meet-and-greet line for a not-so-chance meeting with Colton Dixon, Alexis has no idea that it will change her life forever. But with a leading of Holy Spirit on his heart, and a glimpse of Alexis's arms under her sleeves burning in his memory, Colton finds it impossible to stand oblivious to the downward spiral he can see in Alexis's life. But it's a spiral she gave into long ago, and it will take every ounce of strength either of them has in them for Alexis to rise above the world and into the arms of Christ.