Somebody Else

"i'm just so tired of his bullshit E, i can't handle it anymore." i said pacing around the room.

"i can't.." i mumbled softly, the pacing coming to a halt as i look down and cover my face, the tears coming nonstop.

these four walls couldn't contain the anger i had. it was suffocating me and everything, and everyone, in the room. he went too far this time.

Ethan stood up and wrapped his arms around me, he pulled me against his chest and that's when everything that i've been working my hardest to hide came out. ever since this toxic relationship started ethan has been there for me, he's been my rock, even as the toxic relationship falls apart, he's still my rock.

Ethan stayed silent, he knew that nothing he could say would calm me down, in a way silence was better than more bullshit lies even if they came from Ethan.

"Emma, listen to me," he said softly. "what is it E?" i said trying to recollect myself.

"i don't want you to be with him anymore. he's one of my best friends but he isn't what's right for you. he isn't WHO'S right for you. leave him. i'm tired of him hurting you, we've grown closer these months you've been with him and it breaks my heart to see you so hurt. Emma i love you."

{started: 12/5/17}