Where is Home now?

After Ryan is forced to kill William he shuts his emotions off and closes himself off without a second thought.
"I want the old Ryan back!" Scott shouted, tears welling up in his eyes. He was anger with himself for not noticing something was wrong with the smaller male.
"You never knew me then, did you?! This is the real me!" Ryan snarled as he shoved Scott back.
"It's great to know you're a monster then!" Scott shouted back