Cigarette daydreams
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As awful as the world seemed I was worse than all of the worlds bombs combined. I was the most messed up person you could imagine. My conscience died when I had my first taste of freedom. I was done for.
Hi. My name is makenna and this is the story of how I doomed my self to the eternal fire of hell. yet, I have never felt remorse.
This story will be crazy and involve a lot of sex and messed up situations that could be triggering for some. You have been warned
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