How I Dealt with my Grief

This is a true story about my relationship with my father, and how watching him die affected me. This will not be the same events that happened or will happen for most people during your or a friends loved one's death.
I will tell you about what happened, and what helped me from what I remember... I do not remember much, just snippets, but I hope that this will help those who need it, either for themselves or for friends. But keep in mind...
I knew about his upcoming death years in advance. I had time to prepare, and this may or may not be the same, though it will not be exactly the same as all of these circumstances that lead to his death will not be the same for anybody else. They were very unexpected results...