Do not say: die; say: to be born. Believe. We see what I see and what you see; One is the bad man that I am, that you are; We rush to pleasures, to whirlwinds, to feasts;
They try to forget the low, the end, the pitfall, The dark equality of evil and coffin; Although the smallest is the most prosperous; For all men are the sons of the same father;
They are the same tear and come out of the same eye. One lives, using one's days to fill oneself with pride; We walk, we run, we dream, we suffer, we lean, we fall, We go up. What is this dawn? It's the grave.
Where am I ? In death. Come ! An unknown wind throws you to the threshold of heaven. We tremble; One sees oneself naked, Impure, hideous, knotted with a thousand funeral knots Of his wrongs, of his shameful evils, of his darkness; And suddenly we hear someone in the infinite Who sings, and by someone we feel that we are blessed, Without seeing the hand from which falls to our wicked soul Love, and without knowing what is the voice who sings. One arrives man, mourning, ice cube, snow; we feel melt and live; and, full of ecstasy and azure, our whole being shudders with the strange defeat Of the monster who becomes in the light an angel .
She is lonely, scared, and broken-a girl who has known nothing but pain.
He is power, darkness, and sin-the Russian devil who has set his sights on her.
He doesn't want her love. He wants to own her. To break her. To corrupt her.
She's too naive, too untouched, too fragile. But that only makes him want to ruin her more.
Her POV:
My life has never been fair, but maybe that's just my curse. Like a moth drawn to the flame, I find myself pulled toward danger, knowing it will destroy me. And him... he makes me feel things I shouldn't. Things that terrify me. Things I crave.
His POV:
"P-please..." she begs, her voice trembling.
I smirk. "You like this, don't you? The way my fingers own you... greedy little thing, I bet you wish it was my cock instead."
She moans my name like it's a prayer, but I am no saint. I won't take her to heaven. I'll drag her to hell-my hell. She will be my whore. My kitten. Mine.
He is her destruction, but she is his lifeline. And he will never let her go.
⚠️ This story contains dark and extreme themes that may be distressing for some readers. Proceed with caution. ⚠️
Abduction/Kidnapping
Captivity & Imprisonment
Non-Con/Dub-Con (Non-Consensual & Dubious Consent)
Toxic & Abusive Relationships
Branding/Marking with Hot Iron
Violence & Physical Abuse
Sexual Violence & Assault
Psychological Manipulation & Gaslighting
Stockholm Syndrome
Possessive & Controlling Behavior
Self-Harm & Suicidal Thoughts
Murder & Torture
Blood & Gore
Weapons & Gun Violence
Drugging & Intoxication
Human Trafficking Themes
Pet Names Used in a Degrading Manner
Infidelity & Betrayal
Forced Dependency
Deprivation (Food, Sleep, etc.)
⚠️ Reader discretion is strongly advised. This book is not suitable for sensitive readers.