Her Heartbeat

He is doing this again.He is again ripping and breaking my heart in to pieces.

This time i can't hold my broken self .

He can't leave me .I will die without him.His rejection will kill me physically,emotionally,and mentally.

He is again going to 'HER' leaving me.I was the one who took care of him when she ditched him.

I love him so so much that it hurts seeing him like this.It hurts seeing him kiss HER.It hurts seeing him hug HER.It hurts seeing his eyes full of love for HER.It hurts seeing your husband bring another girl and kiss her infront of you.

But who am i kidding .I know this very well he will never accept me . I am nothing to him . He will always choose HER.

But i 'll choose him . I'll always choose him over and over and over without a doubt in a HEARTBEAT . I'll keep choosing him.