shadows tight around my throat

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poems found in notebooks full to the brim with screaming shadows, darkness and bad 
 
but maybe there is a glimmer of hope

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Table of contents

🌊WAVES🌊
Thu, Dec 7, 2017
hidden behind nighttime
Thu, Dec 7, 2017
drowning
Thu, Dec 7, 2017
something? new
Thu, Dec 7, 2017
i never meant to
Thu, Dec 7, 2017
liar liar
Fri, Dec 8, 2017
overdose (may be fatal)
Fri, Dec 8, 2017
statue
Fri, Dec 8, 2017
Time: 1:15am
Fri, Dec 8, 2017
HATRED HATRED FEAR
Fri, Dec 8, 2017
i think
Fri, Dec 8, 2017
tornado
Fri, Dec 8, 2017
sometimes it's easier (to drown)
Mon, Dec 11, 2017
insignificant
Mon, Dec 11, 2017
i apologise
Wed, Dec 13, 2017
we all exist, all are here
Thu, Dec 14, 2017
it's so unfair
Thu, Dec 14, 2017
fragile fragile leaf
Fri, Dec 15, 2017
numbing loudness
Fri, Dec 15, 2017
give me venom
Sat, Dec 16, 2017
døn't be afraid, we're (gøing) høme
Sat, Dec 16, 2017
ESCAPE
Sat, Dec 16, 2017
pink 💕
Sun, Dec 17, 2017
you say i'm not alone.
Sun, Dec 17, 2017
i could never
Mon, Dec 18, 2017
i'm better off dead?
Sat, Dec 23, 2017
to my parents: i'm a disappointment, i know i am.
Tue, Dec 26, 2017
stardust/venom
Mon, Jan 15, 2018
forget some not all
Mon, Jan 15, 2018
spiralling/falling/drowning/swimming
Mon, Jan 15, 2018
when all clarity falls away
Thu, Jan 18, 2018
but the mirror is destroyed
Thu, Jan 18, 2018
all that remains
Mon, Jan 22, 2018
"it's not healthy"
Thu, Jan 25, 2018
all over again
Thu, Jan 25, 2018
impossible
Fri, Jan 26, 2018
expendable
Mon, Jan 29, 2018
empty
Mon, Jan 29, 2018
untitled
Mon, Jan 29, 2018
f**k society
Wed, Jan 31, 2018
failed drafts
Wed, Jan 31, 2018
-
Thu, Feb 1, 2018
and then
Thu, Feb 1, 2018
floodgates
Thu, Feb 1, 2018
"let me in"
Sat, Feb 3, 2018
to pretend is utter bliss
Mon, Feb 5, 2018
loneliness
Mon, Feb 5, 2018
how
Mon, Feb 5, 2018
SHeLTeR
Mon, Feb 5, 2018
and once again i found myself in my broken sailboat
Thu, Feb 8, 2018
let me die
Sat, Feb 17, 2018
it's because of you
Fri, Feb 23, 2018
only a nightmare
Thu, Mar 1, 2018
inadequacy
Wed, Mar 14, 2018
i feel so small
Wed, Mar 14, 2018
(dont) hold me back
Fri, Mar 16, 2018
saying sorry for nothing and everything
Wed, Mar 21, 2018
H E A V Y
Sun, Mar 25, 2018
long distance love
Sun, Mar 25, 2018
h o m e
Sun, Mar 25, 2018
unknown
Thu, Mar 29, 2018
g o n e
Thu, Mar 29, 2018
trapped between bricks (with the people who stopped caring about you)
Tue, Apr 3, 2018
you dont look at me (and when you do it's with disgust)
Sat, Apr 7, 2018
unsafe and drowning in toxicity
Thu, Apr 12, 2018
the secretkeeper
Tue, May 1, 2018
danger danger
Wed, May 9, 2018
he made me his toy
Wed, May 9, 2018
repress repeat repeat
Tue, May 15, 2018
there's too many hands
Tue, Jun 5, 2018
teddy bear
Wed, Jun 6, 2018
it hurts
Mon, Jun 18, 2018
tomorrow
Mon, Jun 18, 2018
tunnel
Sun, Jun 24, 2018
set the scene
Mon, Jun 25, 2018
can't i just be enough for a second
Fri, Jun 29, 2018
gaslights and glass
Sat, Jul 14, 2018
i'll be quiet
Fri, Jul 20, 2018
unknown
Sun, Aug 26, 2018
it howls in my chest
Sun, Aug 26, 2018
your protection was lies
Sun, Aug 26, 2018
redraw
Tue, Aug 28, 2018

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it howls in my chest
Sun, Aug 26, 2018
your protection was lies
Sun, Aug 26, 2018
redraw
Tue, Aug 28, 2018

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