Kamiru

i woke up in the arms of a dream ..
i gaze around the feel of the sweetest lie that i could ever make .. i touched the wilderness , dance around with the leaves .. i really made myself into the moment ..

i can feel alive there , i can see the rays of the sun ..
i can be free of solitude there .. hear the waves of the ocean and feel it's breeze ..and .. i can be with someone that i can't have in reality ..she could say that she loves me , that she will be mine forever ..in that beautiful nightmare , i can glance how she moves , how her lips utter how she loves me .. I just wish that everytime i sleep , destiny will lead me in dreaming forever .. for having her forever with me in a perpetual dream that willnever end ..

I just want to be with her ..
to have her heart , to have her in my life ..
but why can't i have her in reality ?
why can't she see how much i'm needing her ?
did i said anything that refrained her breathing ?
did i made a move that made her bones to break ?

i guess , until the day that she could finally
breathe the air of my feelings for her .. I'll
be contented though tormented in dreaming ..
i'll just wait for that moment where she could say that
she needs me to .. until then i'll let myself to be
smothered by a beautiful nightmare .. until then ,
I'll sleep ......