Past, Present, Future // A Phanfiction
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Last published Sat, Dec 9, 2017
Daniel Howell is a complicated person. While he is drop dead gorgeous, he is also cold hearted and lonely. This isn't how he wants to be, but he isn't seen as anything else so why try? His past is closed up to all, and it will stay that way. But one day he meets Phillip Lester.
At first glance, Phil is the opposite of Dan. He is optimistic, loud, and frankly, quite annoying. But under all this, he is just a shy kid trying to be a man. The day he laid eyes on Dan, he felt something change in him. So what happens when Dan happens to be a key in his dark past?
And what happens when that dark past returns?
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Heyo! Trashhy here! I hope you guys enjoy this story, I've been dying to write this! If there are ever any trigger warnings, I will put them before each chapter. And enjoy!
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