Can You Feel Me? (Did You Ever?)
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Did you ever tried being dumb, being numb, and being blind because of one person?
That even though his face isn't really that "Ideal" and he has a lot of imperfections, you still love him very much?
What about loving someone....
That is committed to someone?
Did you experience it?
That no matter what you do, you can never have him because he has someone and someone has him.
If it's a yes, then this is for YOU.
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Lesson learned (Filipino): Bilang babae, narealize ko na dapat hindi ako yung parating nag eeffort para sakanya, dapat hindi lang ako yung nagmamahal, dapat hindi lang ako ng ako parati. Napaka unfair naman kung madali lang para sakanya ang balewalain ako. Kung meron man kayong nasaktang tao, mag sorry kayo. Kung alam niyong ginagawa niya lahat ng kanyang makakaya at nag eeffort siya ng sobra-sobra, matutunan niyo rin sana itong pahalagahan. Para sa mga lalaking hindi marunong umappreciate: Hindi niyo alam ang pakiramdam na parang kami ang nanliligaw. Kapag nahulog kami sainyo gagawin namin lahat ng makakaya namin, pero wag niyo namang sagarin yung pagkakataon na kahit alam niyong mahal na mahal namin kayo eh ipagtatabuyan niyo na lang kami basta basta. Hindi makatarungan yun para sa isang babae. At sana kung napapansin niyong nahuhulog na kami sainyo dahil sa malabulaklak niyong mga salita at mga pafall na kilos niyong pinapakita saamin tapos wala pala kayong narardaman ni ano, sana naman matuto kayong umamin at sabihin na wala lang lahat. Wag kayong duwag dahil hindi kayo ang masasaktan kundi kami.
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