bestfriends or soulmates?

lately I was asked out by the most sweetest person ever! But soon I relized was this really love ? But then I fell in love with my bestfriend!! I know right I'm stupid! !

I'm well aware they both like me! but what am I supposed to to? its like if ur bestfriends with a guy they turn out to be ur soulmate!! but why? I'm stuck on this crazy rollercoast ride that wont stop. spinning me away from my chances. My best friend he is a beautiful creature.strikingly blue eyes! but my boyfriend........I'm trapped and cant get out .. I hurt feelings ... but we all do ... I may wear makeup by the boat loads ..just to fit in ..but till I get it right were gonna love somemore! What do I do act like nothing happened and let my love adore you? he says these gist will protect u and these eyes will watch you ..let my love adore you! ! you gotta know I adore you baby! just let my love adore and don't let anyone tell you different because I will always adore you baby!