because of my sister

you are realy skilled you can write and produce songs but you don't want to sell it like others so you decided to do songs as a hobby next to your job which is a secertary at sm entertainment. Your sister always tell you to be an idol cause you can also rap and dance but you don't want it. Your mother died when she was giving birth to you and your father died when you became 10.He committed suicide because he loved your mother so much.You and your sister like BTS and you bias is suga and her's is jungkook