Why Him?

"why didn't you just tell me ashely?!" he asks.
I look up at his eyes as they change from a light sky blue to a darker ocean blue mixed with sadness and hate making me feel like I got shot in my stomach.
"i-im sorry, I was just scared that-" then he cuts me off.. . like always. "that I would push you away? " he asks and before I could answer he turns storming off and I stand there frozen.. . scared... a warm tear falling to my cheek.