For a Reason - Jessica ell Martin - Wattpad

Story cover for For a Reason by thejessicamartin

For a Reason

thejessicamartin

Reads 1,411
Votes 115
Parts 15
Time 2h 25m

Reads 1,411
Votes 115
Parts 15
Time 2h 25m

thejessicamartin

america baby bad badboy badgirl ballet boobies boy childhood daddy dance england fmliwannakms girl good goodgirl love player twin

"I was so blind when it came to you. I was deeply in love with you and it blinded me. I became the women I feared most. I made excuses for you and gave you too many chances, ignoring all the red flags because I wanted to believe you were different."


They say all good boys go to heaven
But you brought heaven to me.

They say eyes are the windows to the soul
but there was nothing in yours but  moonlight
and monsters.

They say bad things happen for a reason
but what if mine was a love that consumed 
every atom in my body and had stricken me so 
hard it rattled every bone to the point it 
nearly killed me.



Started: 12/12/17
Finished: TBC


ALL R-RATED CHAPTERS ARE PRIVATE IN RESPECT FOR ANYONE WHO DOESN'T WANT TO READ THEM. YOU WILL NOT MISS OUT ON ANY PLOT IF YOU SKIP OVER THEM.
 TO READ THEM FOLLOW ME BEFORE YOU ADD THIS BOOK AND THEN ADD TO YOUR LIBRARY AFTERWARDS. ANY PROBLEMS PM ME



Cover by me - check out my cover bookAll Rights Reserved

america baby bad badboy badgirl ballet boobies boy childhood daddy dance england fmliwannakms girl good goodgirl love player twin

Table of contents

15 parts

Sign up to add For a Reason to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Behind Closed Doors by Brooklyngirl1026

I never thought my life would be like this; trapped in a dark room and scared for my life. A blindfold was wrapped around my head, covering my eyes, making me completely blind and on high alert. My breathing was ragged and I could smell the mold that was most likely covering most of the room. My hands were tied behind my back, my feet tied together and I was sitting on the floor, propped up against a wall. I heard a slight shuffling across the room that was coming closer to me. I tried my hardest to keep my breathing under control to seem confident and fearless, but in reality, I was shitting my pants and squealing like a scared little girl on the inside. To say I was terrified was a drastic understatement. I was petrified, shaking with fear, but they were not going to know that. "Who are you?!" I demanded. If I was going to die, it would be with the name of my kidnapper. A voice boomed closely to me, "Well, if I told you that, this wouldn't be any fun." **************** Skylar James, a 24 year old girl, is kidnapped by a very well known gang who has a vendetta against her family. In an attempt to find light in her situation, she makes friends with one of the members. Logan Grant was forced into the gang at the young age of 16. He was abused until he became emotionless and ruthless, so that one day, he could rule the gang. Everything was going smoothly until Skylar is brought in. With a blindfold wrapped around her head, he instantly feels bad for her, though he cannot show it. Afraid of getting caught, he shows no emotion while others are around. Though, behind closed doors is a whole other story.

I Just Wanted to Dance (NSFW BDSM BXB) by LovelySelfish

Read and find out😏 Yes that's a cop out because I'm terrible with descriptions 😭 but this book got a lot of shenanigans but I did add photos of the characters now Discord for this story: https://discord.gg/UQbStuff THIS IS A LONG BOOK WITH LONG CHAPTERS EVERY CHAPTER WILL TAKE YOU 10-30 min TO READ! Every detail is important, please enjoy 😊 ❌CAUTION THIS BOOK IS/HAS❌ 🛑NSFW🛑 🔞NOT APPROPRIATE FOR CHILDREN OR YOUNG IMPRESSIONABLE TEENAGERS🔞 🚭ELEMENTS OF DRUG USE🚭 (including but not limited to: weed,LSD, and ecstasy) 🤤SMUT🤤 😈BDSM/AFTERCARE😈 🥰FLUFF🥰 🤢EATING DISORDERS🤢 💀DEATH/MURDER💀 🥀MONSTERS/GHOSTS/DEMONS🥀 👺TORTURE👺 😨 RAPE/MOLESTATION😨 😭SUICIDE/SUICIDE ATTEMPTS😭 🥺KIDNAPPING🥺 😰HOMOPHOBIC/TRANSPHOBIC LANGUAGE😰 Started July 22, 2021 Finished December 3, 2021 Under construction as of 2022 🎀#1 kidnapping aug '21 🎀#6 swimming July '21 🎀#49 twisted romance aug '21 🎀#38 long chapter Nov '21 🎀#98 cheerleading Aug '21 🎀#111 cheerleading July '21 🎀#68 eating disorder Nov '21 🎀#8 evil twin Aug '22 🎀#30 twin brothers Aug '22 🎀#35 bdsmrelationship Sept '22 🎀#30 twin brothers Nov '22 🎀#3 Hot Love Sep '23 🎀#20 long chapters Sept '23 🎀#84 monsters Sep '23 🎀#43 Cheerleading Sept '23

I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy by Beautiful_Tragedy8

CRINGE WARNING! First book I ever wrote on here!! -- "Sometimes the person who you are willing to take a bullet for is the person behind the gun." I stood peering over the cold lifeless body that lay before my eyes. I had always thought of death the enemy, but right now, I blessed it upon the person who is now at peace. Sometimes you don't need to be the smartest, or the fastest, but you do need to be wisest. They say the blood runs deeper than water, and I believe it, because even though the people that we love can turn on us and begin to hate us, they are only human, meaning that soon they will begin to see how short life really is and how it is not to be wasted. People who seem perfect and they look like they have no floors'; they are the people who are suffering, like I was. But I found my savior in the most uncommon place. He was able to look through my mask, he saw the cracks, and tried to fix the broken girl that hid away deep inside the girl who only wanted to be seen as 'fine'. I slowly began to find comfort and safety in him, and I did the same to him. We were two broken people becoming whole. Someone once said when you pass, if you can count your true friends on one hand you are beyond lucky, and I even though I did not like the person that lay before me, I know that he once had true friends, including me. I'm a 17 year old girl who has suffered more than any other, beginning to believe that 'Hope' was just another word the people throw around. Until I fell in love with a badboy. Trailer to the side -------------------> Made By @Laura__1 Cover made by @Beautiful_Tragedy8 Copyright 2014

Our Toxic Love by amealia_notice

𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟏 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 '𝐈𝐟 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐖𝐚𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧, 𝐖𝐞'𝐝 𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐈𝐭' 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞. "He's here." "I know." I already saw him at the VIP section of the club, sending daggers my way. A guy approaches me,"You wanna dance sexy." If it was any other time I wouldn't but I got an audience so imma put on a show. And that's exactly what I did, I was grinding on him showing him what island girls are made of. I bend all the way over, holding my ankles for balance. He hold my sides and pulls me in and out. I know he is watching. Yes, Zach, two can play your game. "Get the fuck up. Now!" ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Amy North migrates from her home country to attend college in the states. 'Do great in school. Get my degree. Get a job. Make a successful life for myself... to help my family back home and also to make them proud.' Those are her goals. Simple, right? But the universe has a funny way of messing plans up. Zachery Alastair Lane... that's where it all started.

If Only by dragonslayer2493

A story where people happen upon a friendship that can flourish into a budding romance if only.... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- He smiled that sickly innocent and genuine smile again. He was about to say something but I cut him off. "And if you so much as make my friend cry, I'll give you a black eye myself. Don't even think about breaking her heart... you will be a dead man." With that I got up. A dramatic exit was in order to show him just how serious I was. But hey! It's me. I don't get what I wish for and I ended up tripping on the carpet end, just as I was about to get to the door. So much for that. And just like the last time I fell, my face didn't get to keep its appointment with the floor. His arm was wrapped around my stomach and he pulled me hard against his chest. So hard that I managed to hit him and we ended up falling on the sofa together. Now isn't that a nice and compromising position you got yourself in? This can't get any worse. I tried getting up but I just ended up turning into him and found my face inches from his. He looked at me. He looked good and my hormones decided it was time to end a dry spell and started dancing about inside me. Wrong timing muthafvckers. Of course they didn't listen. I found myself wanting to kiss him. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sia Williams never expected anything out of the ordinary from life. A student with her gang just living life as it comes without any drama. But all of that changes when she meets Lorenzo Carter and Skye Addison. The new additions to her life bring drama, adventure and romance... and the best part of all, they make her boring love life not so boring anymore. But not all romances end how you expect them to.

𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐢𝐧 ✔️ by jazzwrites123

"𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲, 𝐄𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠." "𝐈'𝐦 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐄𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐞. 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞. 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐧." This is a story of 2 broken souls who help each other heal. 2 broken souls with hectic lives. But within all the chaos they find comfort in each other. They become each other's rock. But can they hold on to each other despite every obstacle? More importantly can they hold on to themselves? The blooming of a flower of serenity in an ocean full of ugliness. The love story of Sin and Elyse. **warning: heavy subjects are discussed within this story. Trigger warnings- if needed- are given at the beginning of each chapter. **SMUT. SMUT. SMUT. #1 in eroticromance #1 in bestfriendstolovers #4 in romancestories #5 in romancefiction #7 in friendstolovers #6 in bestfriends #11 in saved #10 in childhoodsweethearts #10 in highschool [NOT EDITED] Started: august, 23, 2021 Finished: October, 14, 2021

Born Victim || 18+ by LetThereBeScars

"I will ruin you baby," he whispers digging his nails into my hips sending a chill cascading down my spine. "Then ruin me Jude, ruin me till there's nothing left of me." I spoke softly, "make me feel something, make me feel anything, make me feel alive..." ♫♫♫ Everybody loved her but her. Coraline Nkole was the dream girl living a nightmare. At a glance you'd assume just like everyone else that her life was heaven on earth; with wealthy parents, a blossoming ballet career, being an A + student and looks that could kill, she was the subject of everyone's envy. You either wanted her or wanted to be her, don't lie, of course you do. But our tiny dancer was slipping off the ice quicker than anyone thought. Her life was on the right track until he sent her off the rails. Let's get one thing straight, they aren't good people and they don't want to be. Jude Ace, you know the name like the back of your hand. Lead singer of world famous rock band Born Victim, fame and being in the spotlight is all he's ever known. He's used to people worshiping the ground he walks on- But he's breaking, fast and the world is watching him fall apart. Nothing ever stays a secret for long. They all adored him, but not as she did, he was their star but he was her rock. Their hatred for each other runs skin deep but something's changing in the way he looks at her and it's only a matter of time before one of them breaks.

First Dance by rosecsolace

Book two of The Walkers Series ~~~ I saw his hands run down his face as he placed his glasses on the table next to him. I walked closer to him, lowering my voice by saying, "You deserve someone who will cherish you. Not someone who will corrupt you." I said, my voice low. He turned around and looked at me, a pained look on his face. "Do you think that's what you're doing to me? You think you're just 'corrupting me'?" He asked, stepping towards me. "That's exactly what I'm doing. I'm corrupting you and then when you find a beautiful, perfect, sweet girl, you'll get to move on and be happy and have a family. You won't be with a girl who is a fucking skank, and can't even have children." I said, looking up at him as he walked closer to me. He stepped closer to me so he was right in front of me, putting his hands on my face and running his thumb over my cheekbones. "You are a beautiful, perfect, sweet girl, princess. Even better, you're my beautiful, perfect, sweet girl. I can't move on and be happy and have a family if it isn't all with you. I don't want it if it isn't you." ~~~ Hanna Fox has had her whole life planned out for her. High school, prima ballerina, then principal ballerina by the age of twenty. No one thinks the pretty blonde girl would be struggling to live. But he did. Theo Walker knows exactly where he's going and when he's going there and he couldn't be happier about it. But what happens when smart, innocent Theo meets the smarter, damaged Hanna? Read First Dance to find out. If you or someone you know are struggling with mental health, please call the suicide hotline at 988 or go to www.wannatalkaboutit.com My messages are always open, You're never alone 🫶 *W A R N I N G* First Dance contains mature content, and topics. Readers discretion is advised. ~~~ Start date: 3.17.2023 Finish date: tbd Total word count: tbd

𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 by _rosesforthedead_

"He was bad. He smoked, he broke the law, he drove too fast for his own good. He didn't care because no one taught him how to. But when it came to her, he wanted to be the best man. He couldn't bare the thought of her being hurt by him... or by anyone else. He would kill to protect her, the girl who cared about someone as worthless as him in all her perfection." ✦ ⚠️WARNING ⚠️ This story is going to have a lot of spelling and grammar mistakes so if you can't handle that than please leave because rude comments will be deleted. ‼️This book will also have mentions of suicide‼️ ❗️I don't own any rights to the pictures or quotes in my story❗️

Reckless Games by SamShelly_

Her All I ever wanted was to become a surgeon. But life had other plans, thrusting me into a war zone-quite literally. Instead of being saved by a prince charming, I ended up saving a certain silver-eyed devil. What I didn't anticipate was getting so entangled in his life that I forgot my own. Every action carries its own price. And now it was time for me to settle mine. Him I never knew I needed saving until I met her. Who would've thought even a devil like me would need a guardian angel? But there she was, barreling into my life with a force that turned my world upside down. Now, there is no way in hell that I can let her go. In a world where trust is a deadly gamble, Angela's decision to play the game with the Don of the Sicilian Mafia, Lorenzo Martinez, comes with dire consequences. When their worlds collide; passions ignite, and danger lurks around every corner. With every heartbeat, every bullet, and every secret, the stakes rise higher. The question is: who will win? _________________ P.S. This book is officially published on Amazon Kindle and Kindle Unlimited (read for free). Here is only the first few chapters, or in other words, the sample. You can visit the link in my bio or check out my Instagram to read the book!

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Behind Closed Doors cover

I Just Wanted to Dance (NSFW BDSM BXB) cover

I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy cover

Our Toxic Love cover

𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐢𝐧 ✔️ cover

Born Victim || 18+ cover

First Dance cover

𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 cover

Reckless Games cover

Behind Closed Doors

I never thought my life would be like this; trapped in a dark room and scared for my life. A blindfold was wrapped around my head, covering my eyes, making me completely blind and on high alert. My breathing was ragged and I could smell the mold that was most likely covering most of the room. My hands were tied behind my back, my feet tied together and I was sitting on the floor, propped up against a wall. I heard a slight shuffling across the room that was coming closer to me. I tried my hardest to keep my breathing under control to seem confident and fearless, but in reality, I was shitting my pants and squealing like a scared little girl on the inside. To say I was terrified was a drastic understatement. I was petrified, shaking with fear, but they were not going to know that. "Who are you?!" I demanded. If I was going to die, it would be with the name of my kidnapper. A voice boomed closely to me, "Well, if I told you that, this wouldn't be any fun." **************** Skylar James, a 24 year old girl, is kidnapped by a very well known gang who has a vendetta against her family. In an attempt to find light in her situation, she makes friends with one of the members. Logan Grant was forced into the gang at the young age of 16. He was abused until he became emotionless and ruthless, so that one day, he could rule the gang. Everything was going smoothly until Skylar is brought in. With a blindfold wrapped around her head, he instantly feels bad for her, though he cannot show it. Afraid of getting caught, he shows no emotion while others are around. Though, behind closed doors is a whole other story.