P R O L O G U E So you know when they say. "You don't know what you've got till it's gone." Well believe it or not, it is one of the wisest words said by a human being. D E S C R I P T I O N So this is my story, a huge mess of embarrassment, feelings and tragic luck. Maybe it isn't as well balanced like all the other books before this one. But this is life. This is real life. So suck it up. S C E N E "I am so sorry that I am not fucking perfect," I say sarcastically, taking my hands with in the conversation. He shakes his head frustratedly. "I never wanted you to be perfect. I just wanted you to see how... how beautiful you actually were, and stop hating yourself for one fucking second." He gets closer to me and whispers. "In the end all I really see is perfection, you annoying fuck." I just roll my eyes and smile at the irony.