Kidnapped

When i was kidnapped i didn't have the type of reaction that you would think,you know the ppl that are like "ahhhh somebody helppp!!"Well no that was not me, i didn't resist or try and run away like everyone else after they shoved me in their car. the reason why.i didnt run away is bcuz i was already an orphan, i was homeless, starving, and lost, so things couldn't get anyworse either way so its w.e. but if i told you that the people who kidnapped me were my idols,my inspiration, the reason why i try so hard to be like them then that would be a whole nother story. This story isn't like the ones where they end up dating or when they say sorry one time and u forgive them...like wtf is that, so if i kill ur parents and say sorry u just gone automatically forgive me right then and there....like no who does that😑😑