The Lost Soul
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Hi my name is Lilly. I don't talk much but when I do it is in a small voice. When I was 7 my dad abandoned me and my mom for another woman. So that sucked but I am over it and don't talk about it because it makes me seem weaker than I am and I don't want people to say "Awe poor little Lilly! She has no dad and a single working mom." NO! I am not week I refuse to think or let any one think so! Sure they all think I am week in a nerdy way, but I am fine with that. I am the kid know one knows exists. Every school dose and I happened to be that girl. The best part is I can go to the store and take candy off the shelf and no one will notice when I walk out with it. Our store has no security system so it all works out fine. But I don't usually steal only when my mom need medication that we can't afford and stuff like that. Anyway back to what I meant to talk about. I never thought I would be like everyone else and I never was. Not even close when I met Brigitte and Mark!
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