Through my Eyes
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Ongoing25m
Last published Tue, Jun 5, 2018
Book 1 of the Nightmare series
I Deseray am what you call. . . different in more ways than one. I'm not human nor am I just a werewolf which doesn't go with the laws of my pack at all. See, I have a long back story that we get into later if you continue reading. AHHHH the character just talked to me and I'm not even reading the book yet, boo hoo. I wrote this for a reason so I'm going to do us both a favor and continue, thank you for allowing me to.
I'm different in other ways to, late bloomer my mother calls it. In short terms I was supposed to have a mate last year. Eh, he wouldn't want me anyway so I think the moongodess said no for a reason. A very good one, my messed up mind.
It's not that I am abused daily, only when my step- dad is drunk, and I've never been into a fight of any sort except for with myself of course. I'm living a pretty stable life . . . wrong by a long way. I've got a few surprises waiting and they are both good, bad, awesome and yet make me fear for my life more than I ever have I'm the history of me.
&;!!! Mature scenes may be included !!!&; No coping people, it isn't cools so seriously just don't. Cussing is included. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED
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