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Special

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Reads 64
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Parts 7
Time 52m

action action-romance dystopian fiction mentalhealth romance teen

Rayna has always wanted to be special. She always believed that she was meant for something more. The one thing holding her back is her mental disorder- schizophrenia. 
As Rayna struggles with schizophrenia, she faces obstacles of hearing and seeing things that aren't really there...or are they?
Rayna's life changes when she meets this mysterious boy who knows so much about her and who she really is. 
Is Rayna actually a special person?

***
"Please! Listen to me! We need to talk!" He shouts, but it sounds slightly muted from inside the car. 

"Leave me alone!" I scream at him. My hands are shaking as I put the keys into the ignition. Seconds later, the car starts. 

"Stop! Don't drive off! I have to tell you something! It's important!" The boy is still banging on my window. 

That's it. 

I pull my phone out of my purse and face him. "I will call 911 if you don't stop and leave me alone!" 

"No! Rayna, stop! They won't believe you!" He pleads with a desperate look in his eyes. 

I stare at him. He knows my name. "How do you know my name?!" I demand. "And why won't they believe me?!" 

It hits me after the words come out. Of course. This isn't real. None of this is. This is simply a hallucination.All Rights Reserved

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