Still Loving you

I really love him we become couple in a few month and we both happy and inlove to each other but there's a bad time come he broked my heart. How many times I'm in sadness States because he left me. Almost 1 year before I move on. I keep telling to myself I've already move on about him but everytime I saw him passing by I can't deny to myself that he still have a place to my heart. I try to forget him so that's why I enter in relationship again just to forget all the pain I feel inside but I was wrong cause everytime I'm texting my new one I'm thinking that I am texting him and everytime my new one call me I'm excited to answer but when I saw the name on screen I feel disappointed cause he's not the one calling. I broked up in relationship cause I know in myself that I'm still loving him and until now I admit it's still the same.