Monolog
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Last published Wed, Dec 27, 2017
Have you ever just think about everything? About your friend behavior about your cat, about your food, about the weather, or anything than that? It's about everything and anything that bothered me or probably just arriving in my head. And sometimes that thought are too much.
So I decided to write it
Can be everything matters or not. Can be trigger too. So read with your cautious.
And in Bahasa because my grammar are so bad. Probably you can point it out.
Can be real, can be a fiction.
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Pernahkah kamu memikirkan tentang segalanya? Bisa mengenai teman-temanmu, tentang kucing, cuaca, atau pun hal lainnya? Cerita ini mengenai apapun yang muncul di kepalaku. Bisa dibilang mengganggu. Maka aku memutuskan untuk menulisnya.
Bisa apa saja. Bisa penting bisa juga tidak. Bisa merupakan trigger. Jadi baca dengan hati-hati.
Ditulis dengan Bahasa Indonesia~
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