Saved In The A.M.
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Last published Sun, Nov 8, 2020
'You're such a fat pig' reads a tweet aimed at Louis.
"Thanks I know, that's why I don't eat and when I do I throw it up" I think to myself.
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"Why isn't Louis his happy go lucky normal self anymore" I think to myself worriedly.
"I'm going to find out what's bothering and I'm not going to stop until I fix it" I promise myself, thinking fondly of the smaller yet older boy, who I think I like but know he wouldn't like me back, after all he's straight right?
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This is a story of how Louis travels down the road of anorexia and bulimia until he reaches breaking point and doesn't know if there's any return. Smut af.
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