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Saved In The A.M.

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Reads 183,552
Votes 4,396
Parts 25
Time 4h 19m

hot_like_harry123

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anorexia bulimia cut cutting depression eatingdisorder fanfic harry larry larrystylinson liam louis love niall onedirection romance selfharm suicide zayn

'You're such a fat pig' reads a tweet aimed at Louis.

"Thanks I know, that's why I don't eat and when I do I throw it up" I think to myself.

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"Why isn't Louis his happy go lucky normal self anymore" I think to myself worriedly.

"I'm going to find out what's bothering and I'm not going to stop until I fix it" I promise myself, thinking fondly of the smaller yet older boy, who I think I like but know he wouldn't like me back, after all he's straight right?

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This is a story of how Louis travels down the road of anorexia and bulimia until he reaches breaking point and doesn't know if there's any return. Smut af.All Rights Reserved

anorexia bulimia cut cutting depression eatingdisorder fanfic harry larry larrystylinson liam louis love niall onedirection romance selfharm suicide zayn

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