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Cyclamen: Things We Do Not Speak Of

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Aesthetically_Broke

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There's this common conception that people who write hateful comments online are lonely pieces of shit with no friends, trying to find a way to vent their anger.

Caleb was a piece of shit, yes; he was lonely indeed and when he set his fingers down to the keyboard to let them fly over the buttons, he felt a satisfactory emotion. But, by no means, was Caleb a loser.

Straight As, playing on the school's basketball team, a great group of friends- nobody knew what Caleb was doing when he sat laid back during class, typing fastly but with indifference displayed on his face.

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Ben was neither popular nor was he an outcast, though he enjoyed company of other people a lot. 

But Ben hasn't been in said company for a long time. As he struggles with his own doubts about his art and himself, he happens to get to know someone who seemingly has everything Ben dreams of, yet so little.All Rights Reserved

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