I have depression, and I am writing about it because it is all I can do. This IS NOT a sad story, it isn't written for pity, and it isn't complete yet. I am writing for myself, and maybe others who are also struggling. Who knows it might help, in the mean time, I will sarcastically narrate my past, present and if and when we get there - future.
WARNING: I discuss self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts and panic attacks frequently. If this will negatively affect you please don't read this diary.