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Demented

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ana depression insanity lambert loneliness

"This is consuming my soul. How did this happen? How did a happy little girl end up here?"

"I'm going insane."

"I don't need all this medications, tests, restraining orders, therapy,

I just need a person. Just one that won't break me again."All Rights Reserved

ana depression insanity lambert loneliness

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Journal (Boyxboy) by Fallen_Angel0416

Have you ever had your own journal? One that you either are required to have or just have to get your thoughts out... I do, and it's for when I go to therapy. It was supposed to help soothe me and give me something to talk of when I visited my therapist. Coming from me it means a lot of writing of bad things, sometimes the bad things are all I think about and I write in it every day. It would be horrible if someone read it outside the circle of me and my therapist. I trusted her and that was it, no one else was a loud in. Sometimes I thought of someone who I would let read it but he would never pay attention to me, I was a nobody; in his world.

Drawing life - (Completed and rewritten) by Mr_lowface

Imagine a life with just drawings as closure and then having your view being completely turned around. You then start framing your life in your drawings.

From The Heart by Shieldzy999

Do you know the times when you want to say something, but can't? Or the times when you are sad and need someone to give you a hug? The times your worst enemy hugs your boyfriend? Or the times you are so angry you punch a locker and have to pay to get it repaired? Well with writing my thoughts, passions, anger triggers, enemies, love, hatred, even happiness out for people. Makes me feel like someone can relate to me and I can impact them in any simple or complex way they deem fit. I write because I can and I become free with every word written from my mind, every letter and messed up grammar I have accidentally committed to butchering every time I write. I may not make a difference, heck, I may not even have a lot of people who read but those who do read when I write about how I thought up a story plot or something for my best friend, they will always make me feel like I'm making the difference because someone actually read what I thought at a certain time and day and maybe even listened. That's what makes me feel wanted and happy like I can do something other than run my stubborn mouth and have a mother hen personality. That is what will continue as I write. fortunately, the thing is no one can take it away either, and that my readers are what makes the mind a great thing.

Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

BEN x Reader (I'm Mentaly Insane) by aray_raey

Hi! My name is (Y/n). When I was little I was well let's just say hurt...badly and was abandoned. When I came out to the real world everything was different from where I originally came from. I was just a glitch and was unwanted so I just left. I mean who wants to keep an insane little girl? Years has passed and I was put into some therapy. Fun right?! Hahahhaa! Its okay I'm just insane. Very insane. Driving everyone crazy and mad. I soon got out of therapy and ventured off to find some fresh blood. Then I met him and everything changed.

Excerpts of A Chaotic Mind by Emotional_Cookies

Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.

What Keeps You Sane ✔ by knight-time

There are those little things in life that keep you sane. And when they start to disappear, it feels as if everything is spiraling out of control. ~cover by @mikaylalwrites

Letters through the dark night by WinterLE

"Books and words are all I have left..." This world is filled with horror, fear, anger, hatred, wonder, awe, happiness, appreciation... Outside, the faces we put up, the paint we lay, thick and bright - all those cover those mud filled hole that we all hide. Sometimes, we all need a break. But how can you show it if you're afraid? If you don't want to hurt others? If you just don't want to make the world worst? This is just a story - letters - from one to herself during the darkest times, trying to bring out a glimmer of hope. During high school and the expectations of reality and the way the world works now.

I'm Going Insane (Princeton Story) by _Princemsft_

Shes Running Through My Head Daily. Her Smile, Scent, Her Hair, Mi Amor. I Want Her. I Want Her To Want Me. I Want Her In My Arms. My Insanity Is Out Of Control, Her Love Can Help. Maybe. All Other Failed, Dead, Six Feet Under, Maybe More. I'm Coming For You Amara

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Journal (Boyxboy) cover

Drawing life - (Completed and rewritten) cover

From The Heart cover

Starving For Help cover

BEN x Reader (I'm Mentaly Insane) cover

Excerpts of A Chaotic Mind cover

What Keeps You Sane ✔ cover

Letters through the dark night cover

I'm Going Insane (Princeton Story) cover

Journal (Boyxboy)

Have you ever had your own journal? One that you either are required to have or just have to get your thoughts out... I do, and it's for when I go to therapy. It was supposed to help soothe me and give me something to talk of when I visited my therapist. Coming from me it means a lot of writing of bad things, sometimes the bad things are all I think about and I write in it every day. It would be horrible if someone read it outside the circle of me and my therapist. I trusted her and that was it, no one else was a loud in. Sometimes I thought of someone who I would let read it but he would never pay attention to me, I was a nobody; in his world.