Suicidal Tendencies
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Prologue:
20 year old Harry Styles appeared to have it all. The perfect life; amazing job, hot girls, loved by everyone. Seen as a care free, happy go lucky young man, but in all reality Harry was sad and unhappy. He cracked under pressure easily, he felt the need to please everyone around him, and cared way to much about what other people think of him. He had high expectations for himself, expectations that he wasn't able to meet. He was falling into a deep depression fast slowly getting to his rock bottom, but he wouldn't dare let anyone know. He was to ashamed and embarrassed, he couldn't let everyone down. Always being in the spotlight didn't leave time to have feelings or emotions. Being sad wasn’t an option, so he put on his best happy face masking his true feelings only allowing himself to see the true Harry. This was getting harder and harder, dealing with new rumors everyday, he felt he was becoming a burden on everyone. A waste of space. Harry couldn't take it anymore. So he did what he thought was best for everyone around him and himself. The unspeakable. He knew he would be in a happier place …
Ava; a pretty 17 year old girl, who had the weight of the world on her shoulders. Like Harry, Ava acted as if nothing ever happened. She laughed and smiled just like everyone else, but at night when she was by herself, her walls would come down and she would break down. Every single night for the last year and half. Dealing with her problems through her arms and legs. Ava always had the perfect life, with a few bumps in the road but nothing she couldn't handle. What caused her depression? her biggest secret. One that she would not share with anyone. She held on to it with dear life as it ate her alive from the inside out. Pushing her over the edge until she finally broke …
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