Nick Clark, the boy that gave me hope, doesn't practice what he preaches. Did he really mean what he said back then? Should I have embraced death? Overall, this story is pretty much spoiler free. The only spoiler is about Nick's dad, which I don't really consider a spoiler, but I thought I should warn you anyway. I hope you enjoy. :) (Also, this is posted on my DeviantArt, KalonKittieKat, as well. )