Disconnected From Reality

Have you ever felt like you were dreaming but you knew it was real. Like you are super-aware of everything around you and everything seems so dark or bright or both and you can decide how it looks different from what you see everyday but you know it is. Like every word you hear is drawing you deeper into this feeling of bliss and panic. Relaxation and anxiety. Happiness and depression. Aliveness and death. And you hear and see everything but you zone it out as you take it in. You are disconnected from the world you are in.