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Count On Me

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Reads 116,649
Votes 5,242
Parts 20
Time 2h 54m

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Sort of a sequel to "For, Elliot" but can be read as an independent book. 

Xavier Jones, 27 years of age and working full time. Though his parents want him to become a surgeon, Xavier works as an EMT. He likes being in the moment, helping someone in an urgent case. Easy and free going, Xavier feels as if his new patient's father doesn't trust him with his daughter. 

Follow these two on a journey. A journey of sadness, longing, nostalgia, heartbreak, and happiness. A story about two young men questioning their sexuality, their values, and each other.All Rights Reserved

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Leviticus

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