Nobody knows me and nobody cares but that does'nt bother me at all. I'm actually happier this way , by myself, alone.
I'm a troll , but I only troll one person... Park Jimin. Im sure you're already hating me and want to kill me , it's fine , it wouldn't be the first time someone did.
I don't have anything against him, i actually like him alot, he's my favourite and it saddens me to see that my trolling actually affected him.
The thing is that Jimin is perfect , from his smile to his dancing . He never fails to melt my heart , but why do i troll him?
Its because i want him to notice me , i know it's stupid but if it's the only way to get his attention, I'll risk it.
But the more i try , the more he changes himself and the more my self hatred increases . He doesn't deserve this and i know it
Have you ever had thoughts about your BBF?
Did you ever want to be adult enough for them to notice you and take you seriously?
Because I do, everyday. But he doesn't care...
When I say "He" I mean the one and only Park Jimin, my BBF.
Will this day come? will he finally understand my feelings?
Started: August 12th, 2019
Ended: September 17th, 2020