Forever

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"We will, meet again, Hale, we will. Up in there somewhere beautiful, in our own personal heaven. With the clouds that you love so dearly in front of you, the gentle air which loves to play with your beautiful hair touching your face and me who loves you more than the world, holding you close and staring at your beauty. After all, I did promise to watch sunset with you with nothing but our love between us."

Those words still ring in my mind as if my ears heard them a second ago. I still don't know what it means. Months passed, but I still couldn't figure out the riddle in the last words he said to me. I still wait for him. My heart yearns for him, my body for his touch and my mind for his calming voice to soothe my unease. Physically present but my mind still wanders everywhere else, looking for the love that I've lost.

Would he hear me if I yell out in the crowd? If he can, all I want to ask him is, 'Where are you Mick? You promised to watch sunset with me.. Did you forget about us? But we were meant to be together forever. You said so yourself.'

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“When forever isn't as long as we expected.
When forever just simply doesn't exist.”