Is This What Love Feels Like (Laurence x Reader) *HIATUS*
ThePastelKitty
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  • Parts 12
  • Time 1h 18m
ThePastelKitty
Ongoing, First published Dec 17, 2017
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Y/N Ro'Meave 
16 years old
2nd oldest of 4
In love with her best friend
IF she even knows what love is
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"I still kinda, maybe, sorta like him!" I yell. He looks  at me with sad eyes. I don't like Dante, I like Laurence, I like him more than anything! But he deserves better than what the Shadow knights threw away....then again, they threw us both away! 

"I understand, I do!" He says, I can tell he wants to cry. 
"Y/N, that won't change they way I feel about you! I know I shouldn't hold on, but-" I grabbed his shirts and threw his lips into mine. We stayed like that for a minute or two. 

Why must my head do this to me! 

But, is this what Love feels like?


•Updates are whenever right now•


*NONE OF THESE SONGS OR CHARACTERS BELONG TO ME! Y/N BELONGS TO YOU! IM JUST SIMPLY USING THSES CHARACTERS BECAUSE JESS/APHMAU IS GREAT AND THATS IT!*
Cover by A very talented person who I don't know

| 1st Fan-Fic | 1 other | There might be more |
Also, some events are based off of my Images and Preferences book
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