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Lost Myself Without You

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Parts 18
Time 1h 35m

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depression drama love romantic sad sadness starawards2020 teenagemom teenfiction toughlife uglypast youngadult

This story describes the life of a 20 year old who is in love with a 38 year old man who made her feel butterflies and Sparks but once he left her behind he took all those good feelings and memories away with him, he broke her so much inside she was still capable to forgive him many times just so she can be by his side. She felt complete by his side so complete she forgot how to love herself because she loved him more then herself.. around August she found out her period wasn't there she started freaking out and soon to know she's pregnant from the man who played her from the man who she turned in her  entire soul to and all he gave her as a thank you back was his absence. find out more what happens between them and if he changes and comes back to his family or never does. 💔💣💥 You will find out about her past and how she has gotten pregnant from this other man who's now the father of her little baby girl Destiny, but now experiencing being pregnant again from a different guy, is kind of the same thing that's happened to her with her daughter, but let's find out if he stays with her and becomes a responsable man for her and for her kids and her life turns out great or if things get out of hand and he makes her live a living hell of life.

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