Absentia
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Last published Tue, Jul 3, 2018
Depresso espresso
My childhood therapist once told me to write my feelings down in a journal or book, to keep track of my thoughts.
4 years later, I'm taking her advice.
All chapter titles are in Dovahzul, a fictional language from Elder Scrolls 5: Skyrim. I'm a huge fan!
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