I Can't Do it Anymore
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Last published Mon, Sep 21, 2015
•Lietrus•
••Uke Russia••
Russia is tired of being treated as a monster and being avoided. he just wants to belong in the world. but what happens when his depression goes too far?
!!WARNINGS!!
Self harm, attempted suicide, eventual yaoi, will become explicit.
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