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Double-Edged Sword - $UICIDEBOY$

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Reads 68,344
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Parts 34
Time 4h 25m

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☾A wandering, surreal, reader-insert fanfiction for $uicideboy$ fans☽
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..."You heard Ruby scoff to himself, 'This part of the world sorta attaches itself to people... Maybe ya belonged here... I've lived by the Causeway Bridge for as long as I can remember.'"
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... "I swear you bring me back to life."...
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..."You're just rationalizing to feel better. You're hanging onto truths that you made all by yourself."...
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A D U L T 
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SEDUCTION BY DEATH |English Version| by YaninaMoi

Death has been following me since the day I was born. You are losing loved ones. You're losing friends. It's scary when you start to lose yourself. Loneliness has never been easy for me. No matter how many people surround me, I am alone. One on one with your fears, experiences and breakdowns in life, when everything goes awry. I never thought that I would be able to find a sense of belonging again, until he did. A handsome devil in a suit from Brioni. Now all his attention is directed at me, he gets under my skin and I happily accept his sweet torture. It's hard to resist the inevitable, especially when you share one heart. He stole my heart, and in return I took his. Attention! The text is intended for persons over 18+. The text contains scenes of an open sexual nature, obscene language, murder, violence, death. Before you start reading, we recommend that you familiarize yourself with the introductory fragment and read the annotation. We strongly do not recommend following the plot and bringing any scenes of violence to life. All characters and stories are completely fictional and have nothing in common with the real world. If, however, this message did not make you stop and close this book, then welcome to the dark side. "Can you be my good girl...?" Tropes: 🖤 Dark romance 🖤 Mafia 🖤 Stalking 🖤 Obsessed MMC x morally grey 🖤 Strong FMC 🖤 Rivals 🖤 Dark secrets Kink 🖤 Knife play 🖤 Breath play 🖤 "good girl" x lots of praise 🖤 A lot of spicy 🥵🔥

Craving Purity by thriving-13

Book I in the Seven Sins Series Greyson and Elijah, two of the Seven Deadly Sins. They got lucky, as they were soulmates and didn't have to search the country or even the world for their spiritually intertwined soulmate. However, even with the connection the two shared, they always felt that something was missing from their shared lives, but they didn't know what it was. That was, until twenty three year old Levi entered Greyson's jeweler store and the two sins immediately felt drawn to him. They could see his purity, but they also sensed a dark past and pain in his heart. The two crave the purity of their soulmate, but they must learn how to embrace their broken love and put him back together. book cover done by @ishanwadhwa123 !!!!

Planting The Roots (RUBY DA CHERRY/$UICIDEBOY$) by Sljabythelake

Book II in a series of III. After thirteen years of friendship and a little over seven years as lovers, Shay and Ari's rollercoaster relationship is put to the test when Ari embarks on a month long tour soon after completing a 30-day rehab program to save their relationship. Though things have been better than ever in the weeks leading up to the tour, Shay can't help but worry about what the future holds for them as $uicideboy$ gain traction. Aristos argues that money will make their lives easier. But more money comes with more access to drugs and women, and Shay learns a few things about Ari while they were apart that make her question their relationship's ability to fend off the temptations. TW: Scenes contain graphic descriptions of sex, drug use, self-harm, traumatic events, and death.

do you believe in god? | $crim by wavybvby

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Somnia | $crim by aprilmourning

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