The Boy I Admire From Afar

hello! I decided to write down my everyday moments in my diary. Yes, Wattpad is my diary.
I had a crush on Alexander (Alex) since the first time i laid my eyes on him. But we are on completely different levels.
I'm just the type of the girl who is somewhat shy, studies really well(but isn't a nerd) and has small group of friends. Alex and his big brother, David are both really popular and cool. So I'm just hiding my feelings and am just satisfied with admiring him from afar. It happened that his brother David, made me notice him. Even though I didn't liked him at first at all and he really annoyed me. I fell in love with him instead....
At some points, I avoided him, but the more barrier I put between us, the more he barged into my life.
Unfortunately Alex's role in my life wasn't what I expected.