R.I.P Jonghyun Shinee

R.I.P Jonghyun Shinee

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hi since Jonghyun oppa died i have been feeling really sad. I wasnt such a big fasn but i likedf him for his personallity. He was always such a happy man, i liked him because he was always there for his friends... my dad always told me that you only miss the person when its gone. i just want to say something to Shinee oppas. Be strong , if you disband do you think that jonghyun oppa wouldve been happy. please think about. Since i dont live in korea, i cant do anything about it, but Shinee fans who live in korea can do something from wangjacksonpuppy
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