This story is dedicated to Jonghyun

Rest in peace Jonghyun. You have always been my ultimate bias and always made me smile. Even tho behind your smile was depression and sadness. I can't believe we didn't see this. We all thought you were fine but you weren't. I send prays to your family and friends also SHINEee. This group will never be the same without you. Our amazing leader. Rest in peace. April 08,1990 - December 18,2017. Sore high. Here is one of my favourite quotes for those that we have loved that has passed on : " Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us every day... unseen, unheard, but always near. Still loved, still missed and very dear " - UnKnown