I Wish That Was Me
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Last published Wed, Jul 4, 2012
All Niall ever wanted was to be happy like Louis and Harry, but how could he when the one he loves doesn't even feel the same way. The more he tries to push his emotions away, the harder they keep coming right back. Sooner or later he wont be able to take it anymore, and he knows it. Everyone has a breaking point.~Niam~ [boyxboy]
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