adopted, abused, and used...
- Reads 332
- Votes 1
- Parts 4
MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Thu, Dec 28, 2017
Hi. I'm Lilly gray... well... I used to be a gray... until I got put up for adoption. and yes I was Loren grays sister...the only reason they didn't put her up for adoption is because she's famous...
My best friends are Ariel and Luna. but one day I had to leave... and he abuses me and uses me.. you'll see what I mean by use later... his name is Jacob... Jacob sartorius...
A/N: I didn't like my last story so here's a new one. warning this will contain depression which mean there might be cutting and this is dirty so. yeah.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Secrets | j.s. | (COMPLETED)
|Ranked #269 in Jacob Sartorius 🏆| I don't know what to put here. You should read this story tho :) - - **disclaimer: I wrote this in like 7th grade and fixed a few things last year. You may be the judge of the story.**Complete
The Curse
COMPLETE I have been traveling for sixteen years,ever since I was five and adopted at the orphanage. I have gone by three rules my whole life.One,only attack if you are being attacked,Two,if anybody finds out my gender silence them. Three,if anybody finds out about the marks I bear leave no room for error and kill. Lucky for me I haven't had to kill them,unless you count them dying from giving up that is. When my sixteen year journey finally came to an end my life soaring the open sky's came to a close and I was now a hawk in a canary cage compared to the freedom I once had. That is however a very BIG miscommunication on their part and I won't be kept caged for long. Made May,16,2015Complete
Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️
***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences*** In which she looks for the purpose of life. Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible. With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness? * "So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit. His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that" "What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears. "Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek. I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place. "I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again. Why? There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add. Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.Complete
Blue Hair and Bruised Knees
My life used to be pretty boring. Everything was average. Normal family, normal looks, normal house, normal job, normal life. The only non-boring aspect of my life was my best friend which was only because she always managed to mess it up somehow. I didn't really mind much because it kept things interesting. That is until she disappeared leaving me to care for her fatherless child with nothing more than a few hundred pounds and a sorry note. She did ruin my old life. She ruined everything that I'd actually cared for. My parents hated the fact that I was 'throwing my life away' for a child that wasn't mine. Not to mention illegally. I dyed my hair blue in rebellion. My own way of saying "F*CK YOU!" ...They kicked me out shortly after. I couldn't find a decent job in the area and the rumors became so vicious that I just left and never looked back. Old life: Destroyed, unraveled, completely gone. Let's see how long my new life lasts shall we?Complete
instagram// j.s
in which a girl who is best friends with (baby)ariel catches the attention of jacob sartorius a friend of mine requested i write this for her, i normally don't write j.s fanfiction *lowercase intended* note: jacob is 16 in this story warning: while i do accept constructive criticism, i DO NOT tolerate hate of any kind. if you hate on the story and any of the readers, you will be blocked. started: july 26th, 2017 finished: aug 11th, 2017Complete![My Monsters [A Garroth X Reader Story]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/148624699-256-k563300.jpg)
My Monsters [A Garroth X Reader Story]
I smiled as I watched my closest friends be happy. That's all I've ever wanted, right? Make those around me happy, but it's hard sometimes. It's hard to watch those around you be happy when you can't manage to be happy yourself. But don't worry. It'll get better, right? That's what they say. Maybe they're right. I should just trust them. Trust. I have too much of that sometimes. I guess it's a bit of a price when you wear your heart on your sleeve. It gets knocked around pretty easily. It gets scratched and torn every now and then. My brother and sister, Aaron and Malissa, have always told me that I've always worn my heart on my sleeve. I may wear my heart on my sleeve, but I can't help but do whatever I can to protect it. Closing people out is usually the best way, but that's hard when you have kind heart. If there's any emotion I can hide, it's love. Well, at least I think so. I try, okay? Doesn't mean I'm good at it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hello fellow potatoes! Fair warning: This story will have some depressing themes and possibly some triggers. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ALL CREDIT GOES TO JESSICA. HER CHANNEL IS RIGHT HERE: https://www.youtube.com/user/ChallengeAcceptedIncComplete![In Love with the Bad Boy [editing]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/4924674-256-k539831.jpg)
In Love with the Bad Boy [editing]
I'm Bella Brookes, your ordinary nerdy girl, who got bullied in school, who got called names, who cried all thanks to the bad boy. Until a day, when my family had to move. But eventually we come back to our hometown, wonderful isn't it? Now I have to survive from the charms of the bad boy....Greeeat... I'm Blake Miller, the bad boy. There are many girls who are after me, wanna know somebody who's also after me? The cops. Heh, not big news for me. One day the love of my life moves...sad, depressed, I decide to change so I could get over her. 4 years later, she comes back. Well let's go back to being the bad boy.Complete
SACRED REJECT
THEY REJECTED ME and I BECAME SACRED. If only that night didn't come, maybe my family will love me again, maybe I won't see hate and disgust in my parents' eyes, maybe my brother and I will become inseparable again, maybe my sister won't become a bitch, maybe he and i will be together. SO MANY MAYBE'S Rosemoon pack , I loved it and now I hate it . My family is the beta's family. They loved me until I couldn't shift that night. Everyone left me . He left me, I thought parents loved their child regardless of anything, i thought mates are meant for each other, apparently mine didn't, MY PACK DIDN'T LOVE ME AT ALL. WARNING: Violence and blood is included. If you don't like bloody scene, you can skip the chapters but you might find information in those bloody chapters to understand the story more.Complete
|Ranked #269 in Jacob Sartorius 🏆| I don't know what to put here. You should read this story tho :) - - **disclaimer: I wrote this in like 7th grade and fixed a few things last year. You may be the judge of the story.**
More detailsContent Guidelines