Dear Diary

Today will different. I swear that I will not eat today. I swear that I will not cry today. I swear that I will not show emotion today. I will not talk about my "issues" because they are irrelevant. I will hide today, but I do that everyday. But I know that if I told the truth people would worry. No one needs to worry, I'm fine. Honestly. I just need to sort this out myself. I promise you, I have the under control.

*TRIGGER WARNING*
*THIS STORY IS ALL FICTION. I AM NOT ENCOURAGING ANY THING IN THIS. IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING WITH ANYTHING MEANTIONED SEEK HELP. CONTAIN MATURE THEMES E.G. SELF HARM, SUICIDE, RAPE AND ABUSE *