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I am in love with love,
Is it so much to ask for?
I thought for sure there would be a new start,
New life,
Happy life,
She crushed it,
I trusted her,
Had faith,
But no more,
She destroyed the last of what I believe in love,
I don't believe in love,
There I said it,
It is just a fairy tale,
A story,
A fantasy at least for someone like me,
This love does not exist,
at least not for me,
no such thing as a great love connection,
No special bond,
They say love is wonderful,
I will not disagree,
They say the bells would ring,
The birds would sing,
The cloudy skies will open,
Where is that great symphony?
The one that plays the love song whenever the couple meets,
This is all make believe,
I believed in it once though,
just once...
Love does not exist for the one who has sinned,
one who has done so much wrong,
one who has caused so much pain,
One who pushed people away,
Love does not exist for this monster,
She doesn't know how much this effects me,
Thinks she can fix it,
Cant fix what you don't know,
I felt as if I was never loved,
It was all fake,
I am a beer bottle,
Good till I am empty inside and tossed away,
Love does not exist...
at least for me...
I bless the ones that can make it to the chapel,
I bless and cry in happiness for those who have found what there looking for,
I bless and tell them to never fight,
For this little fantasy is real for them,
It is wonderful,
Love does not exist for me,
I loved...
and was not given the love back...
All of it lies,
I am such an idiot as to think she ever loved me,
Love does NOT exist for me,
She broke my faith in love,
I give up,
There is no such thing as love,
I will continue to walk the earth,
See countless beauties...
Alone...
Go through the troubles...
Alone...
share the victories...
With no one...
love doesn't exist for me,
I am always willing to try,
But I am afraid,
For I have no faith in love,
Because love does not exist for me
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Have you ever felt so much emotional pain that you just wanted to end it all? Have you ever felt so much physical pain that you thought death was nearer than you had hoped for? Maybe you have felt one, but not both, or maybe you have felt both. These poems were written for those who have felt pain like no other.
You may be your own worst enemy, but you are also your own best friend. Sometimes, no one is there to help you get up off that floor, so it is up to you to help your own self. Once you find that you can take care of yourself, you can take care of and love others.
Humans need love to survive. If we didn't have love, we'd all be robots and simply not human. The love doesn't have to be from a significant other. Maybe it's from a best friend or close family member? Just know that we are all in this game of life together. So, let's live it with love.
I had entered the deepest depths of pain and agony. I had given up on my life. I tried to end my life, and I would have been successful. Three people saved me that day, at the end of 2017. First, was myself. I had to come to terms with who I was and turn it all back around. I had to lean on my Creator, who was my second life saver. Jesus came to my aid and saved my life after I tried to take it. The third person who saved me was my husband. Before we met I would have died, but he needed me just like I needed him. I am alive for him, for my two sons, for myself, and for my Heavenly Father.
"I couldn't make it stop,
Until I met my rock.
So, here are my words of wisdom,
"Pain reconciled by love" is my rhythm."
There is hope. There is a purpose to this life. Pain Reconciled by Love is full of heartache, but also full of beauty. I'm still alive because there is something for me out there. I hope this is the beginning to something beautiful. For you and for me.