I'm not okay.
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Last published Thu, Mar 27, 2014
Luke Hemmings is a seventeen year old boy, he grew up wishing he was never alive. He got told everyday he was never loved, he was never wanted, he was a faggot, he was a mistake, he should die, he should kill himself, he's imperfect. One night, while he phone was beeping with hate texts, he broke. He took a corn blade from the bathroom, and thats when his life turned to the worse it has ever been. But... will the new kid make Luke smile again? Make him smile a /real/ smile?
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