lullaby
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Have you ever felt a pain that kind of pain that even when you smile you could still feel it. I can feel that pain every time i open my eyes . I'm trina I'm not your usual girl growing up in the hood and back and forth to 757 wasn't how my life was supposed to be. With my dad being in and out my life and my mom in jail life for me has been hard since i was a yungin. Living in a house with five kids and an aunt i didn't feel like i belong at a home that was supposed to be my "home". I stayed in trouble in school, i ran away from home i didn't feel like i belonged where i was. When i lost my mom i lost half of my heart. Life wouldn't be the same it's nothing like a mother love you know . I had this Bestfriend name toya we did everything together from stealing out the stores from lying for each other. That was my bitch. Toya was eye candy to the block every nigga wanted her she was everything a guy wanted. If she wanted something she had to have it. One day i met this guy name Ricky he was dark skin, long dreads, tall, and had the words that would slip your panties off with. Ricky and I had a thing for each other to the point where it was like it was only us. One day toya felt like he was coming between our bond and she felt jealous she felt like she was in competition. There's one thing that we both know when we want something we go get it and it was Ricky. This thing called life is not a game. Keep your friends close and your enemies closer.
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Honesty Calleste they say a bad girl ain't no good and good girls ain't no fun hood girls want a smart nigga but all college girls want a thug.Thats her motto f*** niggas get money thug life type b** heartless,thick,athlete,and beautiful every guy wants her and every chick wants to be her.But you know what thwy say behind every pretty face there is a lot more than it looks.One thing is she dont fall for no one claims she been there but never did that.Her mind is smart so all she does with guys is use them play with they heart and let em be. Her daddy well known as King a Major Drug lord taught her the smarts and the life of a thug his only problem is she refuses to live that life .Her mother raised loved and support her taught her never love one but you know people change. Will she join that "thug life"?will she fall for the wrong person? if so who would she pick the family or the thug? In order to know you would have to read....vote/comment/follow please
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